Lives in Glasgow

i will be 55 on the 12 may have 5 grown up kids 5 grandkids i have been in one relationship since i was 17 it last for 25 years till he cheated now i am seperated for the last 13 years so dont know how to start to make a new relationship as im quite shy im 4'11 slightly overweight light brown hair brown eyes on long termsick very loving honest not looking for easy life looking for someone to love and be my soulmate freind have been on few sites and all every one wants to do is jump into bed im looking for something more jean xx